I am not totally obsessed about our wedding. But before our 1 monthsary comes up, I can definitely not stop talking (or writing) about it. haha.
I wish I can tell you I've given more thought to wedding details. But the crux of the matter is...I forgot a lot of stuff. Important but little stuff. Stuff like pens for guestbooks, fake rings for the pillow, petals for the flower girl baskets. Like I said. Lots of stuff. Totally. Forgotten.
And I wish I can tell you I've already forgiven myself. But I still give me an emotional kick in the head whenever I remember it. Sigh. Now I'm remembering again *emotional kick*. Sigh.
But there are things that I did remember. And did get right. And for these, I give myself a personal memento...a collage to remind me that yes, the wedding was not a total wreck after all.
Even the Bible here was borrowed from the hotel. *kick kick kick*. Sigh. Looks like forgiveness is so far around the corner I can't even see it yet.
I love our invites though. And if I haven't said it enough, it is simple, elegant and sweet just the way I want it. Thanks Ate Emily! Hmm but why didn't Jim's team include a pic of my uber pink envelope? bwahahaha.
hayy soo can relate with that emotional kick coz i also do that to myself whenever i remember my lapses :( good thing the husband is very positive hehe.
ReplyDeleteone lapse, we dint have the cans for the bridal car which i really really wanted. maypa mo huhu :D